polar.ennui

grump that is unrelated to other things and thus is not the end of the world:

- it doesn't appear to be changing at all.. i feel a bit as if i've been led on a wild goosechase. moving? leaving? committing? no talking, just tv, apologies for falling asleep, this is not what confidence is made of.

gratefulness:

- not having a date or a label to come home
- being able to let go around her
- having done something to help her out
- having gotten out of the house
- masks (but admit i am a bit unsure)
- CSI and fingerprints that look like tiny people!?

posted by sopha @ 1:29 PM 0 quips

Gratefulness:

- chocolate crispie cake
- having done some work on machiavelli
- having relaxed
- that mum is so levelheaded
- the super cute cat keeping me company
- smiling

Small grumps:

- everything about his bad moods
- moolah
- people not getting back on flat things

Looking forwards to:

- latitude
- exams being over
- seeing nu tomorrow
- the coves along route

posted by sopha @ 3:49 PM 0 quips

Gratefulness:

- spending time with family who I haven't seen in forever
- one minute meditation.. wonderful idea, just need to stick to it!
- realising that maybe when people say 'smile!' it is actually pretty good advice
- maltesers to munch on
- overcoming anxiety-related crises
- vanity lair, because it made me laugh
- having tidied for once

Small grumps:

- the boy being unsympathetic just because it's a Sunday, and as per this is his day to be a complete grump and also be right about everything ever
- love and it being a struggle to get over the little things
- need to revise....exams.... ew. Study is a much nicer word than 'work' or 'revise'..

Things to do:

- start the flat hunt and small tasks that are linked to it
- some revision
- sort out when i'm heading back up

posted by sopha @ 7:18 AM 0 quips